When I was younger, I craved adventure; craved a mystery. I craved one so far as to create my own. I was the detective trying to use what I could find to solve something that in essence, was a complete fabrication. I wanted to be more, so more I was. At least in my own head. In my mind, I could solve anything. I could be like the heros I read about, and so I strived to make that real, to really be able to solve something. Of Course, now I see that it takes more then mind tricks, but an adult study with a child's mind. I must never lose this; this drive to think, to understand. Its who I am. It is destiny.